Tuesday, December 30, 2003

The Music Teacher

"I will always be here with you, so don't worry. I see you, and you will be like me when you reach there. I will guide you as you go along."

You guide me along gently. You've been there before. You know my innermost thoughts; You know how I feel. And most of the time I think I'm right, so when You tell me I'm wrong, I feel frustrated and thrown off. Most of the time I think there are other better things worth doing, so I scurry off to watch TV, eat, or play computer. But I always come running back to You because those things are meaningless and devoid of purpose. You beckon to me to spend time with You as You guide me along in my song gently. I play lots of wrong notes, and I get frustrated, but You encourage me continuously, still loving me, and never failing to pick me up. Sometimes You even play along with me. You are delighted with me; at the progress I have made since the very first bar, the very first note, the very first time I sat down. And when I finally finish the whole song, You will be there with me, with a smile on Your face, saying "I love you."

Thank You for the piano lesson.
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The piece of short writing is a dialogue, a psalm from my heart to God. I was teaching my littlest sister a piece today, feeling rather ashamed because I hadn't taught her earlier when I was supposed to. Seeing her getting frustrated, shaking her head, even to the point of crying, made me think of how I used to be like that at my piano teacher's, always fumbling with the notes, struggling hard. Humbled, I tried to teach her from what I had experienced, and knowing that it was hard for her like it was hard for me, I tried to be gentle and loving. And then, as she took a break, I heard this voice talking to my heart, in a delicate whisper,
""I will always be here with you, so don't worry. I see you, and you will be like me when you reach there. I will guide you as you go along."
At first I thought it was some sort of unspoken thought to my sister, to encourage her. But later on I realised (as I sat down to reflect) that God had answered my prayer. I had told him that I longed to be able to hear from Him, an answer, even a tiny voice. And He did.
And then I kept thinking how similar this piano lesson was to my walk with God. How He was always perfect, as He knew me (He created me!) and surely knew what was good for me. How I always struggled not to sin, but always failed, and how He always guided me along, slowly and surely. How even when I cried, I wept, and felt so doubtful and frustrated, He was always there to encourage me.
If this were the case, then the past six months has been God trying to get me to trust Him, approach Him, and sit down on the piano chair. Then I would also be trying out my first few notes of the piece, how impossible it was not to make mistakes, and how He always taught me. Sometimes He brings me back to the beginning to make sure I have laid the proper, solid foundation. Sometimes there are scales to drill into my head, so that I would be sure. But He never fails.

Matt. 28:20 "...And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
John 14:26 "But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. "
Psalm 139:3-4
"You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD .
v. 13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. "

Monday, December 29, 2003

Thinking of... "Father we declare that we love You"

My blogger code: B4 d- t- k++ s u-- f i- o x- e- l c (decode it!)

I typed in 'merilyn' in the google searchbar...search results totalled to 84,400! Results came out more like 'merilyn tunneshende', 'merilyn ewing', 'merilyn fairskye', 'merilyn godwin' (nice!), and even 'merilyn monroe'. And I found my tiny geocities website on the 10th result page!
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I forgot what I wanted to blog about other than this.

Yesterday was YF Games Day together with CityTeens. I brought my frisbee along with my sis [:)]... we went to Paya Lebar MRT Station at 11am and waited... then we (other YFers) walked to the bus stop outside Tanjong Katong Shopping Complex to take 76. We dropped off at Tao Nan School and walked for a long time. And it was drizzling all the while... over a bridge, through the blocks, under the underpass... finally we reached East Cove. Then we broke up for lunch. We ate Viking Hotdogs! Set Meal 1 consisted of a Viking Hotdog (toasted bun with a boiled pork sausage, onions, ketchup and mustard), medium drink, a fantabulous fruit/veg salad (with thousand island, apples, kiwi, peach, cucumbers + lettuce) and a dessert.
Then we proceeded to the beach. Luckily it had stopped drizzling by the time we reached a grass patch. We split into the baseball group, soccer group, and me plus 5 others played a very simple and nice game of frisbee. And we kept worrying about tossing it to the barbeque groups on either side of us... no unfortunate accidents though.
[it seems I'm just informing you about what happened. I'm not in the mood to write a really good essay on this.]
I got rather literary for 10 minutes when I sat on the rocky 'thing' and gazed at the sea... like a living, breathing thing as it moved in, and out continuously, lapping and eroding, rising and falling.
Oh well.
School is starting in 3 days, and my homework isn't finished yet.
I will blog another day.

Saturday, December 27, 2003

I haven't blogged for a long time.
I've just started really looking into spending time with God, talking from my heart, and getting frustrated over why I just can't seem to do it.
Meanwhile I'm tearing my hair out over my website which will be coming out soon. Except for the journal (which I can't figure out).
I just cut my hair today. My sis says I look like a boy. I was literally tearing my hair out after I exited the hairdressers' (she applied a sharp razor to my hair to give it a layered effect.) But it's (my hair) is short now... no more worries during big winds. Only worry is, I may look like an idiot.
And my sis looks sweeet!

Revelations 7:16-17
"Never again will they hunger; never again will they thirst. The sun will not beat upon them, nor any scorching heat. For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd; he will lead them to springs of living water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes."

I'm going to East Coast Park for Sports Day tomorrow! With my sis.
Oh well. Good night.

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Thinking of... The Heart of Worship

They say that prayer changes things, but does it REALLY change anything?
Oh yes! It really does!

Does prayer change your present situation or sudden circumstances?
No, not always, but it does change the way you look at those events.

Does prayer change your financial future?
No, not always, but it does change who you look to for meeting your daily
needs.

Does prayer change shattered hearts or broken bodies?
No, not always, but it will change your source of strength and comfort.

Does prayer change your wants and desires?
No, not always, but it will change your wants into what God desires!

Does prayer change how you view the world?
No, not always, but it will change whose eyes you see the world through.

Does prayer change your regrets from the past?
No, not always, but it will change your hopes for the future!

Does prayer change the people around you?
No, not always, but it will change you~the problem isn't always in others.

Does prayer change your life in ways you can't explain?
Oh, yes, always! And it will change you from the inside out!

[from christianity.com forums, here]

Thursday, December 18, 2003

There was a problem with the blogger server yesterday. My post got lost somewhere.
I haven't blogged for several days.

I've just learned that prayer is just like a conversation. A conversation usually involves two people. In such a matter, people have reactions. And sometimes, you just want to sit there and spend sometime in that person's presence, sometimes you find out all about that person, and sometimes you speak the truth, voicing any doubts or good points you see in that person.
I didn't think of God that way... probably why quiet time was so hard for me. But prayer consisting purely of petitions and requests, selfcentredness and such just doesn't fit the 'conversation' definition.
A good example of prayer can be found in Psalms. Most of the time, David and other psalmists praise God for who He is, Creator of all things, His Love endures forever, and my Shepherd. Sometimes they voice out their complaints against injustice, other times lamenting over their sorrows, most of it reactions to their situations.
An even better example is in the Lord's Prayer.

Wednesday was the start of CO Day Camp. Unlike last year's overnight stay. Pretty fun, except I've been hankering after quiet times, those times when I feel like practising isn't what I'm supposed to do (even though there's nothing to do for the rest of the time), instead looking for retreat.
Compared to last week, it was a vast difference. I used all the 'spare' time that I had online, playing Shockwave games, when I just knew I had to spend time with the Lord, just that at that time I didn't feel like it, nor did I know how to go about doing it. It sounded boring then. And so I didn't die to self.

But I don't think prayer is a 'do'. I think it's more of the act itself. Not like a task we have to do, but more of... [cannot explain what it is in my limited vocabulary]. Something else, yes.
(Refer to this article. I like www.boundless.org!)

I don't know what else to say. And this always happens in my conversations with another person. Though I find it's easy to talk like this with God. ++some other secret things as well.

Oh well. Good night. And thank YOU, whoever you are who's reading my blog.

Saturday, December 13, 2003

Whee!

Thinking of... "Free to Dance"

1 Corinthians 3:1-11

1 Brothers, I could not address you as spiritual but as worldly--mere infants in Christ. 2 I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready. 3 You are still worldly. For since there is jealousy and quarreling among you, are you not worldly? Are you not acting like mere men? 4 For when one says, "I follow Paul," and another, "I follow Apollos," are you not mere men?
5 What, after all, is Apollos? And what is Paul? Only servants, through whom you came to believe--as the Lord has assigned to each his task. 6 I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow. 7 So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. 8 The man who plants and the man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded according to his own labor. 9 For we are God's fellow workers; you are God's field, God's building.
10 By the grace God has given me, I laid a foundation as an expert builder, and someone else is building on it. But each one should be careful how he builds. 11 For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ.

Bringing to mind...

Ephesians 2:8-9
8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- 9 not by works, so that no one can boast.

Let God Do His Work
Read: 1 Corinthians 3:1-11

Neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase. —1 Corinthians 3:7

Bible In One Year: Philemon
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In our zeal to serve the Lord, it's easy to think that it's our responsibility to produce results. This causes us to place too much faith in our ability and too little faith in God's.

Paul observed this same tendency in the Corinthian church. Certain believers extolled the seed-planting ministry of Paul, while others favored the seed-watering ministry of Apollos. In 1 Corinthians 3, Paul reminded them that it is God who brings the seed to fruition (vv.4-7). Yet Paul acknowledged that their faithful efforts were part of God's plan, "and each one will receive his own reward according to his own labor" (v.8).

Imagine a farmer sitting on his front porch. You ask him what he's doing. He answers, "Farming." You ask him what he's growing. He replies, "Wheat." "But your fields look unplowed and unplanted," you say. "That's right," he answers, "I'm farming by faith. Believing God for a harvest." "But shouldn't you be doing something?" you protest. He replies, "I am. I'm praying and believing!"

This story reminds us that God won't do our work for us, and 1 Corinthians teaches us that the results are not up to us. The best way to serve is to faithfully plant and water the seed, then trust God for the results. —Joanie Yoder

God does not expect us
To make the seed bear fruit;
Jesus said to plant it,
And pray that it will root. —Pendergraft

We can plant the seed, but only God can give the harvest.

(From Our Daily Bread)

CG Service today. Wonderful! 5.30 to 7.30 pm, together with my sis. We sang "Free to Dance", "Let Everything that has breath Praise the Lord", "Emmanuel", and "Worthy is the Lamb". And then the Covenant Players presented 3 short, succinct and meaningful plays. Not much props, and no magnificent backdrop. They said to use our God-given imaginations, that way if it doesn't look nice it won't be their fault.

First play was about 2 women in a busy post office. They are chatting about everyday things. Then in comes a person who's just won the lottery ("I feel so happy!"), the "happiest person in the world!" guy whose girlfriend said yes to his proposal, and somebody who's just won the Miss Universe Pageant.
They talk about how happy everybody is. Then comes along their lady supervisor, who goes up to them and says "Wow! Your scarf goes really well with your shirt. You have good taste. And you, what a colourful scarf! Hey, join us for lunch at the cafeteria, won't you?"
And one woman comments to the other "Isn't she happy?". The other one says "Oh, she's a fanatic. She's always this happy. She's a Christian!"
[curtain!]

Second one was about these two sisters. Funny quarrel, but they made up. Then Jenny tells Jane about the gift she got for their mum, some precious gift she's been looking for a long time, and sure to make their mum happy. When their oldest brother arrives with Mum, it turns out he has also got her the same present. Mum is so happy, she rushes off, and the brother looks shocked, saying he chanced upon it. Then Jenny isn't happy. But she reflects that this isn't what giving is all about. Giving to make another person happy, or giving so that the person will thank you in return, no, it's just EGO. And their brother, he just wanted to make their Mother pleased. Pleased! So she feels bad. In the end the mother hears it, confession, repentance and all. And they are happy.
[curtain!]

Third one was longer. It was about this lady DJ, hosting Nostalgia Beat. In another part of the country, Kim sits in a room with peeling wallpaper, furniture that's falling apart, and a brick holding up her chair, and she's sitting next to the radio listening. Kim calls in to the DJ, and what started out as the DJ listening to Kim's problems at 3 in the morning turns out to be a Christian witnessing to Kim, and stopping Kim about to kill herself.

And then we sang "Emmanuel" again.

Just want to thank God for letting me go through these few weeks of trials. I've learnt a whole new lesson. And I felt this inexpressible joy after I realised the truth. And I love my sister!
Well, I'm not that good at telling stories or plays... the above plays seem very bland. But I'm feeling happy and rushy. Like the "Praise the Lord! Praise the Lord! Praise the Lord!" kind. :):):)

Free To Dance
(Darlene Zschech, Hillsongs 1999)

This song in my heart
This song in my soul
This song I was born to sing
It's Your song of freedom
Now I'm free to dance again
I'll sing in the darkness
I'll laugh in the rain
Rejoice in Your love again
It's your song of freedom
Now I'm free to dance again

Your spirit brings me liberty
Your breath of life has set me free
Jesus Your love it lifts me high
Give me reason to run this race with joy
This song within me Lord
Will bless Your holy name
Jesus I'll dance before Your throne
Bring this heavenly sound to You alone
This song within me Lord
Will bless Your holy name

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Sometimes I wish I didn't know anything at all. Then I can be left alone to pursue God in faith.

Isn't it hypocritical of me when I ask my sister not to dig her ears and let the wax just come out naturally, when I do it all the time? I feel sort of bitter and guilty, as if unforgiven, and not willing to give all the world up, my current lifestyle, as if I'm stuck in the muck and can't get unstuck.

It's been a hard time these few days. Torrents of doubts. I keep taking things and their bloggability, like authors/poets and how everything can be written about.

Just saying this so that you (whoever YOU are reading this now) will understand the snappiness and unhappiness in my tone. (:( <-- like the sad mime mask.

Saturday, December 06, 2003

Headachey feeling...

Heaven Will be Boring!
and Other Common Myths, Misconceptions, & Misunderstandings Concerning the Christian Faith
by Mark Ritter

In our attempt to find out the truth about anything we might follow the advice of Dragnet's Sargent Joe Friday. "Just the facts, please," he would demand weekly. He was not concerned for rumor or hearsay or innuendo- he needed the facts to crack a case.

So it is with inspecting Christianity. There are a lot of half-truths and fiction out there passing as truths and fact regarding the church founded by Jesus of Nazareth. Many people are rejecting Jesus based on these myths and misconceptions.

On the following pages are 25 misunderstandings about the Christian faith. Some of these are innocent misunderstandings, some are true but need explanation, some are straight-out lies propagated by special interest groups, and some are stereotypes foolishly perpetuated by the Church itself.
No matter the source, it is our hope that through this pamphlet, the murky waters of religiosity that surround Christianity can be cleared up for you somewhat. We pray that your decision to commit your life to the God of the Bible or not will be based on the important truths of what Jesus taught and not on the mindless diversions that have wormed their way into the church over time. Thank you for your time and honesty in reading this...

1. If you were born in America you're a Christian.
Well, as usual, when trying to discover the Truth about something, it's best to define terms. The simple definition of a Christian, a definition which might apply to anyone since the days Jesus walked the earth, is "one who follows Jesus." This simplicity, however, belies an underlying complexity which we should not overlook. One who follows Jesus also believes that He is God and that He rose from the dead. They have been reconciled to the Triune God but only by Christ's sacrificial death at Calvary. They have confessed and repented of their rebellion against God and now seek to obey Him out of love and respect. Their hope is to spend eternity with the one, true God.
The United States was certainly founded on Judeo-Christian principles, but it is not a nation of Christians, no matter what the polls say. To suggest that a person is a Christian because he/she is American is as illogical as saying that being an Arab makes one a terrorist.

2. A Christian must attend church every week or else!
The Bible teaches in Hebrews 10 that believers (Christians) should not neglect the fellowship of other believers. It's a good thing- a great thing- to praise and pray, read and sing, rejoice and weep, with others who are under the Father's wings. BUT, it is not "necessary unto salvation". Unfortunately, Tradition has blessed us with the idea that God will disown us and squash us like arachnids unless we attend church every Sunday. But, as with everything divine, the heart of the church-goer is infinitely more important to Him than the act of church-going.
(Please do not use this as an excuse not to go to church. The benefits of attending a Christ-centered church are immeasurable.)

3. It's OK for Christians to sin. They say they're forgiven!
It is true that a repentant person—one who is sorry for his/her rebellion, desires change, and wants forgiveness—can get right with God because of the Blessed Sacrifice of Jesus Christ. But "it's OK to sin"!? Yikes! Throughout the Bible, His people are exhorted to clean up their act. Jesus Himself says "Be perfect, as your Father in heaven Who is perfect." To the woman caught in adultery, He says "Go now and sin no more." James writes that "faith without works is dead." Evidently, although we are not saved by our behavior, it is, nevertheless, of great importance to Him that we obey. Through our self-sacrificing obedience to Him we conform more to His image; we become more fully His children. And believers are then a stronger witness of His transforming powers.

4. Any good person is a Christian.
Well, just what is "good"? The Christian faith teaches that no one is good but God. Isn't it because we are not good- pure in soul and body- that we need the Savior, the One who delivers us from our "non-goodness" and back into fellowship with the Creator? Simply put, the reasoning here is completely backwards. Becoming good is quite clearly the effect of a transformed Christian life, not its cause.

5. All Christians are conservatives.
Let's define our terms first. Suppose we define a conservative generally as one who likes things the way they are, status quo; and a liberal as one who wants change. Clearly to a Christian there are some things that need changing in this land: the hearts of men for one thing, also the collapse of the nuclear family, homelessness, the drug problem, greed fueled by capitalism, pro-abortion laws, unbiblical discrimination, the wave of "hate" crimes, bias in the media, legalism in the Chuch, toleration of homosexuality, etc., etc. In this light a Christian might be a liberal (Oh no!). On the other hand, some things must remain the same: what's left of Judeo-Christian principles, freedom of religion and to worship, laws protecting the sick and elderly, etc. Is the believer now to be a political Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde? May it never be! When all is said and done, their allegiance is to their God, not to a political ideology; and when given any choice they are to choose what God wants, not what "the party" wants.

6. The Christian life is so very fun and easy!
This misconception is propagated by some well-intentioned believers probably to bring people "into the kingdom." But if the Truth be told, as it always should, the Christian life is not easy; it's not always fun. The New Testament is filled with examples and warnings that to choose God means to be prepared to suffer for Him. The gifts He grants believers, however, gifts such as joy, peace, forgiveness, everlasting life with the Master, far outweigh whatever "suffering" American Christians encounter and provide hope for the multitude of other believers throughout the world being persecuted for their faith. There are at least two reasons why our stay here is not endless fun. One is that there is an Enemy determined to get us back and destroy us. Another is best put by C.S. Lewis:

The settled happiness and security which we [Christians] all desire, God withholds from us... by the very nature of the world: but joy, pleasure, and merriment He has scattered broadcast. We are never safe, but we have plenty of fun, and some ecstasy. It is not hard to see why. The security we crave would teach us to rest our hearts in the world and [would be] an obstacle to our return to God... Our Father refreshes us on the journey with some pleasant inns, but will not encourage us to mistake them for home. (The Problem of Pain, p 115)

7. Only Christians go to heaven. All others burn in hell!
The committed Christian, as defined in Number 1, is assured of eternal life. But merely being labelled a Christian assures one nothing. In Matthew 7, Jesus says that not all who call Him "Lord" will see Glory- mere acknowledgment does not equal commitment. And what of those who have never heard of Christ? Will they "burn in Hell forever?" The Bible implies in the first chapters of Romans that those people who have never heard of Jesus by name but respond to His "invisible qualities" which "have been clearly seen" in their hearts and through Nature, that those people might receive eternal life. (Jesus is referred to, after all, as "the Light that gives light to every man.")
But, above all, what the Bible makes clearest is that because of Jesus' perfect sacrifice and abundant mercy, those who want to spend eternity as willing servants to the Most High God can be reconciled to Him and thus repossess that which was lost: spiritual union and indescribable Joy with the Father. Those who do not want this will not receive it; God will not force it against their will. Theirs will be, quite literally, a Godless hereafter- without Hope, without Joy, without Peace. In fact, theirs will be no "Life" at all. But their existence without God is of their own choosing. Sadly, "the gates of hell are locked from the inside."

8. You've got to be baptized in water to go to heaven.
The entire Bible, chapter after chapter, from the Old Testament to the New, makes it abundantly clear that we are not saved by anything we do; we are not saved by any "works." The Bible screams from every page that we are saved by our faith in the completed work of the Messiah, Jesus Christ. It was His sacrificial work at Calvary, dying in our place, that saves us. The act of baptism is a deed. We are not saved by deeds. Therefore, we are not saved by the act of baptism.
It is true, however, that we ought to be baptized. Baptism is the public declaration of being set apart for Him; the Christian's signal to the world that he/she has died to sin, been washed in the blood of Jesus, and has now risen again with Him, victorious over Death. Therein lies the Beauty of the rite of Baptism.
There are several events in the New Testament proving that people are saved apart from baptism. One obvious example that the physical act of baptism does not save us took place at the Crucifixion. The thief being crucified next to Jesus said to Him, "Master, remember me when you come into your kingdom." Jesus did not reply with, "Hey, unless you get baptized first, you'd better get ready to dodge flames!" Instead, knowing the man's heart, Jesus replied, "Truly I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise."

9. Heaven will be boring.
Picture this: The Almighty Creator of all the Universe, the Designer and Organizer of everything from the smallest subatomic particle to the most majestic of galaxies, the Giver of Life itself, the One who knows the heart and mind of every creature, the One Who can create from absolute nothing or annihilate at will, looks around Heaven and says with dismay, "Great! And I thought they would be happy- but just look at them! They're all bored stiff! Now what do I do???" It's hard to fathom, after only a moment's reflection, that the Almighty Living God has an eternity of boredom awaiting us. Wherever Heaven is and whatever He has planned for us can only be the ultimate in growth, development, understanding, excitement, and fulfillment- Life as it was always meant to be. Spending timelessness as a willing servant of the Most High can be nothing less.

10. Christians despise Mormons, JW's, and other cult members.
The so-called "cults" (such as Mormonism, Jehovah's Witnesses, Christian Science) are so called because, among other things, while often claiming to be "Christian" they deny or sabotage the fundamental doctrines of orthodox Christianity, namely the Deity of Christ and His finished work on the cross. This tends to irk a lot of Christians who see this as a personal attack on their Saviour; implying that He is something less than God or that He didn't do quite enough in His death. Thus, wrongly, some Christians will utter some pretty unchristian things. But this is not as Jesus wants it. As in everything, He commands His people to hate the sin (or doctrine or false teaching or misunderstanding) but enlighten the sinner in love. (This is, ironically, the same attitude He has towards Christians themselves.) There are many Christians who do just this, just as Jesus commands, but, more often than not, they are the ones working quietly behind the scenes, while (as with any group) the loud-mouthed abuse-hurling zealots get all the publicity.

11. Christianity is really only a crutch.
What is implied by this trite little phrase is that a faith in God is just an artificial means of making it through this life, used by people too weak to face up to the hardships of reality. On the contrary, bowing down in service to the Almighty and being reconciled to Him as His child is the ultimate Reality. Facing the fact that one cannot make it through this life alone, that one needs to surrender to the Great Physician and have Him show us our spiritual sickness and then heal us from it; that is not a Crutch, but a deliverance from one. The real artificial means of support belong to a person under the illusion that he/she can do just fine, thank you, without "divine interference," an interference intended to save. This is the height of folly that leads, regretfully, to the depths of Hell.

12. Christians believe in three Gods!
The doctrine of the Trinity, as it's known, is a part of Christianity which is admittedly very difficult to understand. The facts are these: Christians for the last two thousand years and Jews for thousands of years before that have believed in a single God. The Old and New Testaments of the Bible are so clear on that doctrine that it is unarguable. Then along comes our Messiah, Jesus Christ. He makes constant references to His "Father", the God of the Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob- the God of the Jewish people. But Jesus also claims to be God. He does not claim to be the Father, but He claims to be a second "person" of the Godhead- equal to the Father in divinity. On top of that, the same Jewish authors of the New Testament, all staunch monotheists, refer to a third distinct person of the Godhead whom Christians call the Holy Spirit. The dilemma is this; that while remaining strict monotheists, these writers and Jesus claim that there is more than one distinct personality in "God." This leaves for Christians the unenviable task of trying to reason something which is beyond human reasoning.
An imperfect analogy to the Trinity doctrine might be this: Something simple for us to describe is a can. It is cylindrical in shape; from the top it appears circular, from the side it appears rectangular. Now imagine having to describe this simple geometric shape to some imaginary being living in only two dimensions; someone with height and width, but without depth- a flat person living in a flat land. Our can cannot be described. The being will never be able to see how something- the can- can be a circle and a rectangle at the same time. "The two cannot be one," he might exclaim. Now for us living in three dimensions, we see and believe. For our flat friend, however, the best he can do in his present condition is believe. So it is with us and the extradimensional God of the Bible Who claims to be three persons yet one God. Our three spatial dimensions severely limit us in our comprehensions of an extradimensional Trinity. Belief in three persons in one God is not illogical or irrational but, in the truest sense, it is beyond reason.

13. Christianity is just like all the other faiths in the world. They are all equally correct.
Christianity is not atheistic (belief there is no God) or polytheistic (belief in many gods) or pantheistic (everything is God). Therefore, it is not like Hinduism or Buddhism. And, therefore, neither can those three be equally correct because they contradict each other at their very foundations. Of the major monotheistic faiths (belief in one God), Judaism and Islam teach that Jesus of Nazareth was a mere mortal prophet; Christianity teaches that He is God. Clearly and concisely then, not all faiths are alike and not all can logically be correct. And if you're deciding about the truth of Christianity versus other faiths, then you need ask yourself the fundamental question, Who then was Jesus of Nazareth? If He is God, if He is "the Way, the Truth, and the Life" as He claimed to be, then all other religions fall short. If you can prove that He is not God, that He was either a liar or insane, then you have an obligation to enlighten Christians of this new-found discovery and deliver them from their darkness. (Please see our other tracts, Do You Believe Jesus of Nazareth was ONLY a Great Moral Teacher? and But Who Do You Say That I Am?)

14. There are so many types of Christianity. No one agrees on anything.
This is an understandable misunderstanding of Christianity. There are the two main bodies in Christendom, Catholicism and Protestantism, and there are many factions even within those bodies. But there is only one Christian faith. The fact is that imperfect human beings disagree, and the Church is made up of imperfect human beings; disagreements, therefore, are inevitable. However, although the structures and various minor beliefs of the denominations may differ, their Foundation is the same- namely, all true Christians believe the following:

God created the heavens and the earth; humankind was a special creation made in His image and meant to live and grow and walk with Him; they rebelled instead, desiring to be their own masters; God, in His love, sought to reconcile this man-made estrangement (which means inevitable death for humans); this reconciliation was completely accomplished by the willing sacrifice of Jesus Christ, God in the flesh, on the cross at Calvary, who died in man's place because of their sins and rose again from the dead; as a result, we can either choose to remain in rebellion or be "born again" into a relationship with our true Father and know peace and forgiveness and everlasting life unknown outside of that relationship. God has revealed all of this through His Word, the Bible.

15. Christians actually believe Jesus is coming back.
Old Testament prophets, New Testament writers and prophets, angelic messengers, and Jesus Himself all tell of the Day when the Messiah will return in Glory. It is this promise which gives Christians hope when they see the world collapsing around them. With wars and murder, strife and starvation, abortion and infanticide, drugs and greed, all running rampant on this planet (of which we are the alleged caretakers), it is encouraging to know that the God of Love will be victorious in the End. The job of the Christian until that Day is not to wait on the rooftop for Him to return, but to hit the streets with the message of Hope and Salvation- the "Good News"- that He offers to all who will accept it, turn from their rebellion, and follow Him. marana qa!

16. Someone becoming a Christian might as well plan on packing up and going to China as a missionary.
Someone becoming a Christian might as well plan on doing whatever God has planned for them. That's part of what being a Christian is all about; obeying the Loving Creator God even to the point of death. Of course, the likelihood of being called as a missionary is not great. God may continue to use a person at exactly the place they were before Christ- as a cashier at an Alpha Beta or as a probation officer or as a school teacher. A Christian's duty is to follow where He leads and to have the faith that wherever one ends up, on the mission field or working a 7-11, that one can serve Him according to His perfect plan.

17. Christians aren't allowed to think for themselves.
People who make this statement can probably show what seems to be some evidence to support it. It may appear that followers of some TV evangelists just sort of sit there, doe-eyed, absorbing everything without questioning. It may appear that a group of people listening intently to a particular preacher must really be mindless. It may appear in conversation with some Christians that they seem to parrot whatever their pastor or priest says without suffering the burden of critical examination. When this is true, it is not much different then when one accepts everything in a newspaper or on the 6 o'clock news or in a TV commercial, or when throngs of people go to hear their favorite candidate at a rally, or when any of us listen to gossip and believe it. Humans, by nature, are often mentally out of shape; they don't often "exercise their little grey cells".
But the Bible encourages Christians to question and investigate; it commands them to love God with all their mind. Christians are told to examine and critically critique, without arrogance, in order to discover the Truth about God and themselves. If Christianity is true, Christians have nothing to fear in investigating the length, width, and depth of their faith. Human logic and reasoning, although imperfect and limited, are part of what makes us "in the image of God".

18. Conversion to Christianity is only the result of a weak mind experiencing an emotional high.
Fallacious argument alert! Implicit in this statement are several assumptions: 1) that all conversions are based purely on emotion, and 2) that emotional experiences are always invalid. One would have a lot of explaining to do to prove this right. What about the multitudes who have come to Jesus with nary an emotion at all? What of those who have given their lives to Jesus in an emotional high, but then, after the "high" is gone, continue in their new life in Christ? What of those masses throughout the ages who actually inspected the claims of the faith, realized that they were the Truth, and then committed their lives to Christ?
There have been, no doubt, people who have given their lives to God at a highly emotional time, but this does not necessarily negate the validity of a conversion. One might as well say that because high emotions often accompany "falling in love" that all those people in that situation are really mindless, emotional idiots and not really in love- but it just doesn't follow.
A Christian pastor says, rightly, that it is not so important how high a person flies when the moment of conversion comes, but how straight he or she walks once they've come back down.

19. Jesus never really said he was God; He was just a swell guy (or teacher or guru or religious leader or prophet or alien(!) or...)
Those who believe this have never read the New Testament; they may have read this elsewhere or seen it on TV or thought it up or heard it from their teachers or gurus or aliens...
Jesus said He was God; his followers taught He is God; orthodox Christians for the last two millenia have written, taught, believed Jesus is God. Whether or not He is God may require further investigation by you and a little more room for inspection than we have here. (See our tracts Do You Believe Jesus of Nazareth was ONLY a Great Moral Teacher? and Who Do You Believe That I Am?)
20. Christians watch only Christian television.
Uhh... no.

21. Christians actually have the nerve to believe theirs is the only true faith!
Today's society in America is very "tolerant" and pluralistic. There are many faiths, creeds, beliefs, "sexual preferences", races, ethnic groups, cultures, etc., etc.. It is becoming more and more unacceptable to claim a single right way or answer for anything- that would lead to "intolerance" and "intolerance" is heresy in America today. Many people believe that all people are right "in their own way", that we should "live and let live".
Well... Jesus, the Founder of the Christian faith, begs to differ.
Jesus said He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. The Bible says that there is no other Name under heaven given among men by which we are saved. Paul writes that if any other creature gives another gospel from that given in the Bible that he is accursed. Jesus also says that no man goes to the Father except through Him. He commanded His followers to go out and "teach all nations" about the Way. This doesn't sound so very tolerant. You see then that Christians are in a socially awkward position; their Leader tells them to actually go out and tell people they're on a path to Destruction unless they follow Him only. (The audacity!) He tells them that all other attempts to find the Meaning to Life are off the mark. (How unamerican!)
Christians have the nerve to believe theirs is the only true faith because Jesus of Nazareth, their God, says it is so. Perhaps those who consider themselves tolerant by today's definition should be more tolerant of the "intolerance" of Jesus' statements.

22. Christians must believe that the world was created 6000-10000 years ago in six 24-hour days.
Oh no they don't. There are Christians who believe this. There are also many Christians who don't. Some believe the world has been around for billions of years and the six "days" of creation were six indefinite periods of time, not six 24-hour days. They believe their interpretation in no way contradicts the Bible. Both groups claim to have evidence to support their beliefs.
But salvation is not based on one's interpretation of the first chapters of Genesis. A high priority of a Christian's walk is not the details of how God created the world- much of which is a matter of interpretation- but that He did; that it was no cosmic accident born of countless random events, but a designed, deliberate act of the Creator. One of the most important parts of the Creation account for any Christian is Genesis 1:1, "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth." There is now purpose and meaning to our existence; there is a Sovereign in charge.
It is a tragic fact that some have rejected Jesus and his Grace and Mercy because they were told that "real" Christians must believe in the absolutely literal 24–hour day interpretation of Genesis.

23. Christians actually believe in the virgin birth and that Jesus fed five thousand people with two fish and five loaves of bread and that he raised people from the dead, and, oh yeah, that he...
In short, what is being said is that Christians believe in miracles- supernatural interventions into history. What appears to irk a lot of people is that in the New Testament Jesus says a lot of wonderful things like "love your neighbor", but then He is reported as doing "impossible" things like giving sight to a blind man or stopping a storm- those miracles again. For some, that makes the Bible invalid. But these people start off with the premise, "There are no such things as miracles". Why not? Do they mean there is no God to cause miracles? Or do they mean there might be a God but that He doesn't interfere with His creation? But, if there is a God, what prevents Him from interfering with His own work whenever He so chooses?
Christians believe- and it is no mighty leap of faith- that the Creator God has set up certain laws which govern our Universe (like Gravity and Motion, etc.) but that He is free to intervene whenever He wants. They believe that miracles have been a part of human history since Adam, that they have been used to bring glory to God, and that even now they occur. Apart from Judaism, there is no other world faith which believes miracles to be such an intricate, interwoven component in the fabric of cosmic and human history. It has been said that if one takes the miracles out of Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism, etc. that nothing will be changed; they will remain the same. Take the miracles out of Christianity and there is no Incarnation, no atoning Sacrifice, no Resurrection- no Christianity.

24. Christians are not allowed to enjoy sex! Ever!
Christians believe that God is the Creator of all things, material and immaterial. Therefore, His creation also includes our desires; our desires to satisfy hunger and thirst, for fellowship, love, knowledge, affection, and, dare it be said, the pleasures of s-e-x. None of these are evil in themselves, but they can be used in ways God does not allow. The glutton, the drunkard, the sufficatingly affectionate mother; all of these are examples of desires gone bad. The human being who was intended to be Master of these desires has become their slave. The same thing happens with sex. God has reserved sex for the sanctified partnership called marriage. It is intended both for pleasure and as the miraculous means by which we can "create" life, and He will bless this act of becoming one physically only for a couple who are now one spiritually. But He chooses not to bless sex before or outside marriage. Obviously, the correct fulfillment of any desire, including sex, is important to God. And what is important to God should be important to His sons and daughters.

25. Christians are commanded to hate homosexuals.
Maybe they are commanded to, but not by Jesus. Jesus doesn't say "For God so loved the world (except for them hell-bound homosexuals) that He gave His only begotten Son..." The command of Jesus to His followers in this situation is the same response for any group which is diametrically opposed to God's will: Hate the sin, show the sinner the Truth in love. The Bible makes it abundantly clear that homosexuality is wrong; that it draws the person away from God rather than towards Him. But trying to get a lost soul back to God and thus healed is not accomplished by name-calling. Jesus ate and drank with sinners; so ought Christians who want to be like Him. In His manner, believers may win some to Christ.


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Socrates said, "The unexamined life is not worth living." We, as Christians, are convinced that if one leads a life, day in and day out, without responding to the divine knock at the door of the heart and without examining the purpose of life, that that person will miss the whole purpose of life itself; that person will miss the One Who calls Himself the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Too often the myths and misunderstandings above have been used by people to reject God and His love. Thus, tragically, they die in their rebellion because of a lie. If you have rejected Jesus Christ please reexamine your decision and ask yourself if it was an honest decision based on the facts. Write us with any questions you may have.
We want desperately to set the record straight - for your sake.

From www.swordandspirit.com.

I know... I cut and paste a lot.

Headachey feeling...

Friday, December 05, 2003

The Day CHRIST Died--Were You There?

While praying in the Garden of Gethsemane He becomes engaged in a fierce battle. He wrestles a problem so great that His sweat glands ooze with great drops of blood as if He were being strangled. The stress is so great that the very cellular integrity of His body is compromised. The soldiers under Judas' direction seize Him and bring Him to Pilate's Judgment Hall. Pilot asks Him "Are you a king then?" He answers softly, "You say I'm a king. To this end I was born that I should bear witness of the truth." Pilate inquisitively turns his head and sarcastically asks, "What is truth" and walks out of the hall.

There, under Pilate's command, He is whipped with a device having a stout handle with several leather strips, each studded with a stone or metal tip. Older people watching know the lashes from a whip of this type could amputate a leg. The chest wall would be easily perforated. By the end of the whipping, His back lay open as a shredded mass of crimson tissue with long strips of torn skin laying at peculiar angles and dangling like red icicles dripping with blood. Raw tendons and muscle are exposed to the air and hang in the same way. The onlookers' sin-hardened hearts are not perceiving that the very Son of God is before them, but the younger are more sensitive to the situation.

In no time, a new torture is devised after He is untied from the post that supported His body during this awful whipping. A robe is placed about His bleeding shoulders to declaim Him King. A branch from firewood with two-inch thorns twisted into a wreath is placed on His head. One by one, the soldiers strike, spit on, or pull out hunks of Jesus beard and ask Him to prophesy which of them hit Him laughing and yelling in mockery, "Hail King!". This crown is driven deeply into His head with the rod they had previously placed in His hand to mock His deity. They make fun of Him again and call Him "The King of the Jews." The thorns opened those ever-flowing blood vessels in His head and in minutes His hair and beard are soaked with blood. The men mock and jeer at the Lamb of God, a bleeding, broken, beaten man near shock from blood loss.

It has now been over 24 hours since He has had any sleep. He is exhausted and His strength is failing. Though His mind is dulled by lack of sleep and His life is oozing from the many wounds, He still can hear the throng chant, "Crucify Him, Crucify Him." A few short weeks before, this same man stood outside Jerusalem and wept for these people. He had said "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem......how often would I have gathered thy children together even as a hen gathered her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!" Now the very nation He loves is clamoring for His death. The purple robe is ripped from His back, tearing loose the coagulated blood that had soaked into it. He bleeds profusely from the re-opened wounds from His whipping.

The cross is extremely heavy, weighing approximately 110 lbs. The soldiers place this cross on Jesus' shoulders, and He starts on the short 650-yard march to Golgotha. But this former carpenter who was strong in His youth and manhood was so weakened by the blood loss, punishment and lack of rest that He could not make it. It seems a paradox that the creator of this universe should be prostrated on the cobble stones of His own creativity beneath a timber. Why did He endure this pain and torture for you and me? His physical energy is nearly gone. A man standing nearby is conscripted by the soldiers to carry His cross. Simon of Cyrene removes the timber from the shoulders of Jesus. His body battered by the fall, His back burning as with fire, His head pounding with each heart beat, He is dragged to His feet and guided between two guards as He staggers and stumbles the rest of the way.

At Golgotha, Christ is placed on the cross. The executioner has a great deal of knowledge about the placement of the nails. If they are placed too close to the base of the fingers, a man's weight could rip his hand free of the nail. So, carefully but swiftly, the nail is placed at the base of the palm where the wrist joins the hand and driven into the crossbeam with a large hammer. The ringing of the hammer sends chilling echoes through the air.

The cross member with our nailed Lord is lifted into place on the upright, and Christ's body sags as the full torture effect of the nails is felt. Next, His feet are fixed to the upright. With His knees slightly flexed, the left foot is placed on top of the right and a single nail is driven through both feet. The pain is a constant see-saw from hands to feet to hands. As He stiffens His legs to relieve the pain in His hands, the agony in His feet builds till He pulls with His arms to relieve His feet. A constant motion of up and down, He moves trying to obtain some less painful position. The motion is causing His back to be torn more and bleed profusely as if a faucet of blood had been opened.

As the muscles in His arms and legs fatigue, the shock deepens and the agony increases. A new pain begins. Deep within His chest, a crushing, vise-like feeling begins to mount as His heart starts to fail. His breathing becomes very short and labored. His body no longer looks like a human being, and each breath is a gasp. It is with great effort that He stiffens His legs and draws in enough breath to utter those last cries, "Father forgive them, for they know not what they do."

Disillusioned friends watch their hope die, a leader disgraced, A Savior killed, a Lord destroyed. A mother watches her son die. With writhing pain in His eyes, He looks at His mother and forces the words, "Woman, behold thy son!" and then looks toward His beloved friend standing with Mary and says, "Behold thy mother!"

The soldiers watch and wonder about this prisoner as His execution progresses. But as the whole world watches, the very God of Heaven, Christ's own Father, cannot watch, for He cannot look on sin. God the Father turns His back on His only begotten Son and I hear Him cry, "My God! My God! Why hast thou forsaken me?!"

The sun in the sky grows dim, clouds roll into place obscuring from God's eyes this horror on Golgotha's Hill. Christ looks quiet now, but wait, He moves. With the forces of sin heavy on His raw shoulders, the guilt of mankind on His back, the pain of disobedient children searching in His hands, the poker of hell burning in His feet and the broken heart of rejection by God and man struggling within His chest, He forces His legs to lift Him one last time. He raises His head and sucks in that last breath and looks up into the darkened sky and whispers, "Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit." Then in a silent pause He lifts all of His weight upon His nailed feet and cries triumphantly "It is finished!!" Then he died with the world's sins in His mangled body.

~Portions taken from an essay by Dennis Humphreys, M.D.

Submitted by Richard
At the Christianity.com Forums here.
With Reference to John 19:1-30, Luke 23:34-46, Matthew 27:45-50, Mark 15.

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Thinking of... CO song.

Imagine What May Have Taken Place On That Day
by Max Lucado - from In the Eye of the Storm

He placed one scoop of clay upon another until a form lay lifeless on the ground.

All of the Garden's inhabitants paused to witness the event. Hawks hovered. Giraffes stretched. Trees bowed. Butterflies paused on petals and watched.

"You will love me, nature," God said. "I made you that way. You will obey me, universe. For you were designed to do so. You will reflect my glory, skies, for that is how you were created. But this one will be like me. This one will be able to choose."

All were silent as the Creator reached into himself and removed something yet unseen. A seed. "it's called 'choice.' The seed of choice."

Creation stood in silence and gazed upon the lifeless form.

An angel spoke, "But what if he ..."

"What if he chooses not to love?" the Creator finished. "Come, I will show you."

Unbound by today, God and the angel walked into the realm of tomorrow.

"There, see the fruit of the seed of choice, both the sweet and the bitter."

The angel gasped at what he saw. Spontaneous love. Voluntary devotion. Chosen tenderness. Never had he seen anything like these. He felt the love of the Adams. He heard the joy of Eve and her daughters. He saw the food and the burdens shared. He absorbed the kindness and marveled at the warmth.

"Heaven has never seen such beauty, my Lord. Truly, this is your greatest creation."

"Ah, but you've only seen the sweet. Now witness the bitter."

A stench enveloped the pair. The angel turned in horror and proclaimed, "What is it?"

The Creator spoke only one word: "Selfishness."

The angel stood speechless as they passed through centuries of repugnance. Never had he seen such filth. Rotten hearts. Ruptured promises. Forgotten loyalties. Children of the creation wandering blindly in lonely labyrinths.

"This is the result of choice? the angel asked.

"Yes."

"They will forget you?"

"Yes."

"They will reject you?"

"Yes."

They will never come back?

"Some will. Most won't."

"What will it take to make them listen?"

The Creator walked on in time, further and further into the future, until he stood by a tree. A tree that would be fashioned into a cradle. Even then he could smell the hay that would surround him.

With another step into the future, he paused before another tree. It stood alone, a stubborn ruler on a bald hill. The trunk was thick, and the wood was strong. Soon it would be cut. Soon it would be trimmed. Soon it would be mounted on the stony brow of another hill. And soon he would be hung on it.

He felt the wood rub against a back he did not yet wear.

"Will you go down there?" the angel asked.

"I will."

"Is there no other way?"

"There is not."

"Wouldn't it be easier to not plant the seed? Wouldn't it be easier to not give the choice?"

"It would," the Creator spoke slowly. "But to remove the choice is to remove the love."

He look around the hill and foresaw a scene. Three figures hung on three crosses. Arms spread. Heads fallen forward. They moaned with the wind.

Men clad in soldier's garb sat on the ground near the trio. They played games in the dirt and laughed.

Men clad in religion stood off to one side. They smiled. Arrogant, cocky. They had protected God, they thought by killing this false one.

Women clad in sorrow huddled at the foot of the hill. Speechless. Faces tear streaked. Eyes downward. One put her arm around another and tried to lead her away. She wouldn't leave. "I will stay," she said softly, "I will stay."

All heaven stood to fight. All nature rose to rescue. All eternity poised to protect. But the Creator gave no command.

"It must be done...," he said, and withdrew.

But as he stepped in time, he heard the cry that he would someday scream: "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" He wrenched at tomorrow's agony.

The angel spoke again. "I would be less painful..."

The Creator interrupted softly. "But it wouldn't be love."

They stepped into the Garden again. The Maker looked earnestly at the clay creation. A monsoon of love swelled up within him. He had died for the creation before he had made him. God's form bent over the sculptured face and breathed. Dust stirred on the lips of the new one. The chest rose, cracking the red mud. The cheeks fleshened. A finger moved. And an eye opened.

But more incredible than the moving of the flesh was the stirring of the spirit. Those who could see the unseen gasped.

Perhaps it was the wind who said it first. Perhaps what the star saw that moment is what has made it blink ever since. Maybe it was left to an angel to whisper it:

"It looks like ... it appears to so much like ... it is him!"

The angel wasn't speaking of the face, the features, or the body. He was looking inside - at the soul.

"It's eternal!" gasped another.

Within the man, God has placed a divine seed. A seed of his self. The God of might had created earth's mightiest. The Creator had created, not a creature, but another creator. And the One who had chosen to love had created one who could love in return.

Now it's our choice.

Submitted by Richard

::Taken from here::

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

Thinking of... "Awesome in this place"
***WARNING TISSUES NEEDED ***

STILL HE WALKED

He could hear the crowds screaming "crucify" "crucify"...
He could hear the hatred in their voices,
These were his chosen people.
He loved them,
And they were going to crucify him.
He was beaten, bleeding and weakened... his heart was broken,
But still He walked.

He could see the crowd as he came from the palace.
He knew each of the faces so well.
He had created them.
He knew every smile, laugh, and shed tear,
But now they were contorted with rage and anger...his heart broke,
But still He walked.

Was he scared?
You and I would have been
So his humanness would have mandated that he was. He felt alone.
His disciples had left, denied, and even betrayed him.
He searched the crowd for a loving face and he saw very few.
Then he turned his eyes to the only one that mattered
And he knew that he would never be alone.
He looked back at the crowd, at the people who were spitting
At him, throwing rocks at him and mocking him and he knew
That because of him, they would never be alone.
So for them, He walked.

The sounds of the hammer striking the spikes echoed through
The crowd. The sounds of his cries echoed even louder,
The cheers of the crowd, as his hands and feet
Were nailed to the cross, intensified with each blow.
Loudest of all was the still small voice inside his
Heart that whispered "I am with you, my son",
And God's heart broke.
He had let his son walk.

Jesus could have asked God to end his suffering,
But instead he asked God to forgive.
Not to forgive him, but to forgive the ones who were persecuting him.
As he hung on that cross, dying an unimaginable death,
He looked out and saw, not only the faces in the crowd,
But also, the face of every person yet to be,
And his heart filled with love.
As his body was dying, his heart was alive.
Alive with the limitless, unconditional love he feels for each of us.
That is why He walked.

When I forget how much My God loves me,
I remember his walk.
When I wonder if I can be forgiven,
I remember his walk.
When I need reminded of how to live like Christ,
I think of his walk.
And to show him how much I love him,
I wake up each morning, turn my eyes to him,
And I walk.

Author Unknown

::Christianity.com Forums, here ::

In response to myself to yesterday's rant,

Zechariah 3:1-7

Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the LORD , and Satan standing at his right side to accuse him. 2 The LORD said to Satan, "The LORD rebuke you, Satan! The LORD , who has chosen Jerusalem, rebuke you! Is not this man a burning stick snatched from the fire?"
3 Now Joshua was dressed in filthy clothes as he stood before the angel. 4 The angel said to those who were standing before him, "Take off his filthy clothes."
Then he said to Joshua, "See, I have taken away your sin, and I will put rich garments on you."
5 Then I said, "Put a clean turban on his head." So they put a clean turban on his head and clothed him, while the angel of the LORD stood by.
6 The angel of the LORD gave this charge to Joshua: 7 "This is what the LORD Almighty says: 'If you will walk in my ways and keep my requirements, then you will govern my house and have charge of my courts, and I will give you a place among these standing here.

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

Thinking of... nothing much.

I am in a self-pitying mode. I look at my words and my actions, and this thought floats around in my head, "I'm such an attention-seeker." With negative connotations. I think sometimes people are put off by my behaviour. There, I'm ranting again. "Misery loves company." And then pride suddenly creeps up.
I'm blogging because I know someone will read this. Not many interesting stories around. Blogspot is down for a moment.
I just... feel lonely. And I'm hoping someone will pick me up off my feet and say,"There there, I'll be here for you".
And I guess this is why I choose God over boyfriends.
For one thing, God knows all my thoughts.
He is there, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year, 1000 years in a millenium. Forever there.
He's wise. He knows what's best for me.
He can do everything. [awe]
He is goood. [refer to praises below]
He accepts me as who I am. He won't back off even when I say, "Go away. I don't deserve your love. I'll probably stray away again."
He never throws temper tantrums and He's never egoistic.
In fact, if I ever get a boyfriend, he MUST be like Christ first. And that means he puts Christ in his life first.
Not me.
And God is also willing to lavish His love and blessings on us, if we follow Him.
I'm never nervous around God... in fact I can always be transparent in my thoughts [because He knows everything].
I don't need to flirt with God to get His attention... He will always be there for me.
You see Him all the time... not only the times you get on MSN messenger.
Only thing is, I can't hear Him all the time. But I know He's my Rock, my Shepherd, my Redeemer, my Saviour, and I am His sheep. [Baaa]
And I didn't find Him first... HE found me first.
[I love You God.]

Monday, December 01, 2003

God is gooooooood!

Thinking of... God's goodness

I posted this in the Christianity.com Forums. It just happened. :D

God can do everything... including taking charge of the downloads on my computer.
Well, for the past 2 weeks I've been trying to download some songs to listen, but they always came up as 'searching', not really downloading.
Just today, as I was looking helplessly at the stagnant downloads, I finally realised God could do everything. So I told God, Lord, I know You can do everything, and You're in charge of these downloads too... and I figured there are reasons why He didn't want me to download them.
But as I acknowledged His power, suddenly one of these songs started downloading quickly! Praise to be God! And then another started downloading...
It's funny, it was as if the level of my faith in Him could change the download rates of the songs.
And I knew I just had to post this praise report. So there you are.
God takes care of everything, and He even cares about the little things in our lives.

And I just realised... God is willing to lavish His blessings on us (because suddenly the songs started downloading all at once). And I thought back to how I doubted Him, disobeyed Him... I know He keeps His promises... I was so wrong to misunderstand Him.

Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good, His love endures forever!
(Psalms 136:1)