So... This week so far has been lit so brightly with the Truth.

John 8:32 "Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."

During the September Holidays my life wasn't exactly in order... on Tuesday, my only free day, I felt so down and out I played an online multiplayer game... and lost communication with God. Then from Wednesday to Saturday was CHV all through, all day, very busy.

On Sunday... the people at Youth Fellowship gave out neoncoloured flyers for Exam Sunday.
Anybody want to go? It's on 28 September 2003, Sunday, from 11.30 am to 1.30 pm, and lunch is provided. If you're feeling stressed and depressed... come on and listen to God's view on Exams.
Then I read The Bondage Breaker... and realised I had been living in the devil's deceptions all along... I can't exactly remember it now... but some examples are like, fear of people, fear of not being perfect, fear of sinning.... The good news is You are clean, totally all white once you believe in Jesus Christ as your Saviour, the only Person who can help you. God loves you no matter how tattered and torn you are. He has shown His love...

Romans 5:8 "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. "

God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit are One (also called Holy Trinity) though I cannot explain why or how it is so... I am so limited in my knowledge.

So... even though yesterday I felt fluey already... I knew that I didn't have to submit to my flesh and let myself feel tired, because Christ is in me. I didn't have to follow what my body wanted to do.
But yesterday even though I promised God I'd spend time with Him, asking Him about decisions, I didn't... that's why I felt guilty today... losing communication... and even arguing and being all arrogant and proud, thinking my opinions were more important... I'm sorry to those people. No names.
And just now... I spent about an hour in Quiet Time, reading 23 Chapters of Genesis... it shows how wise and just and faithful God was and is to us.
Because I was in a dilemma whether to opt in or out for Councillor interviews... I got really desperate since yesterday. And since:

James 1:5 "If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him."

So I asked God for wisdom. I found out several reasons why I wanted to be a Councillor... all selfish reasons. Definitely not good. So I asked for confirmation of a 'No." If it was heads, I would go. If it was tails the 2nd time, I would go. I wanted to make sure my decisions were in line with His will.
So I flipped.
And... it was tails, then heads! I wasn't feeling so right about being one... and this is the confirmation! This is an answer! This is a revelation! I feel so happy now. So I decided to blog.

Yay. Countless(Thank Yous) to God!