Job 34:31-33
"Suppose a man says to God,
'I am guilty but will offend no more.
Teach me what I cannot see;
if I have done wrong, I will not do so again.'
Should God then reward you on your terms,
when you refuse to repent?
You must decide, not I;
so tell me what you know.

How wretched I am. I thought I had righteousness, I thought I was the right one, but I still felt like God wasn't answering... so like Job, I asked God to show me his paths, correct me where I went wrong, and asked for strength to overcome those temptations and wrongs.
No!
This was not the way!
For all have sinned and fall short of the Glory of God... how wrong I was to look at myself with the wrong standard, justifying myself and accusing God!
Lord, if you want to, make me clean.