I'm back! Ok, then after that, Ms Choo was so nice, she let us go to the gym. For volleyball. I can't hit the ball right. Soon after was dance, and we had to choreograph a dance with music. Everybody was like, huh? Basically standing around, like me, no idea of what to do. Chen lao shi got fed up and told us to get started, and then we split up into little groups. I was standing there at the side, thinking, Our class is in ruins. Neils Bohr rules!
Nothing much today...except for CO. Well actually the small groups (xiao zu) I forgot most of my erhu techniques...and I feel hopeless, with no one to teach me... I nearly hate myself. God, WHERE ART THOU? I NEED YOU NOW!
Oh yes, yesterday was the NAPFA test. Pretty ok. A for situps, 36 for sit and reach, 142 for standing broad jump, above 10 for pull-ups, and E for shuttle run. The shuttle run is a long story. We got this teacher called Ms something, and she looked like a sourpuss. Saying go softly and 'ready' as well does NOT help much when one tries to run fast in the shortest time possible. An E is something....the first 2 times I failed! She presses the start button when she says go, which is moments before you actually take off. Grace and me, we both failed, so we went to take again. This time round, the nice teacher actually pressed the button when we took off, plus she said 'go go go GO!' which was very encouraging. Unlike the previous, sitting there passively like a piece of fragile china.
I'm feeling pissed off. Ergh. Mummy is shouting, and my little sister is being scared out of her wits. Everytime she does something wrong, either my dad or mummy criticises her, and I don't think she likes that. This makes her associate learning with punishment, and this type of learning is very flawed. Makes her hate homework. My little sister, if this continues, would in time be depressed and have low self-esteem. :( Sob*